A Day in the Life of…..

darn you bosconians. (well with a few exceptions ofcourse..)

waking up 6:37am on a saturday means a bad thing. well for me, anyways. its really hard because i want to say a lot of things but i’m sure i wont be able to let them all out.

i just never thought i’d experience it. trust me, i never thought about it. see, maybe that was the wrong part. i made myself believe that i’d never let myself be used by anybody. i learned that can never happen because there will always be someone who will no matter how safe or careful you are being. damn, i wasnt prepared for it and it hurt real bad. its sad really because i liked this person. i just thought he was different and all. but boy, now i wish i never met him. i dont make myself fall for anybody that easily because i find it hard to trust people. when i met him, i let my guards down but i guess he just took it for granted.

well.. i’m not sure i have any conclusions to this but i can say that i have learned my lesson, the hard way.

i hate being like this. its the suckiest feeling in the world.

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